it'd be awful but she'd try to be okay with it, and she'd try to move on...which is why she starts to sort of see someone else? and then uuugh he'd do that and she'd be kind of pissed off. like i feel like she'd be okay with them not having a definite thing before, and she's even okay if he just wants to be friends (even though they kinda suck at if after all that) but jerking her back and forth like that is kind of her limit. she just wants to be done with it (except not really, because she really likes him and she's kind of aware that he likes her but is just massively retarded about it). and she just ends up torn between wanting to shove him against the wall and kiss him or shove him against the wall and choke him... instead she's just kind of like 'figure out what you want.' and he just...he wants her but he's pretty sure that's not a good answer so he just kind of stares and knows he wants to kiss her and hug her and laugh with her. but he doesn't answer her and she walks away.
but of course after that she has to end her thing with the guy she was sort of seeing and he finds out like two weeks later or something. and it's like. 'oh. i should do something.' (but whaaat?) he corners her and he has 100 different things he wants to say...but nothing comes out and he just kind of does a lot of umm-ing and uuuh-ing. she rolls her eyes so hard it's a miracle her eyes don't fall out of her head tbh. and she tells him she was fine with leaving it undefined, she didn't need more from him and finally he butts in and manages to tell her that he wasn't okay with it, that he needs more.
...and then she's like. 'oh.' (they're both kinda stupid.)
AND THEN THEY PATCH THINGS UP AND THERE IS SO MUCH GLORIOUS SAP AND PORN I COULD ROLL AROUND IN IT FOREVER. and he just learns to be what he wants to be for her (a boyfriend. a good, considerate, if horrifyingly awkward, boyfriend). they don't exactly call it dating but that's basically what it is and he just...relaxes, slowly.
(and then this thing)
He’s still afraid to name what they are, because he’s sure whatever he is to Woori he’s fucking bad at it. But he relaxes when her hand is in his. She drops her head on his shoulder in the van, smiles tiredly at him; he can only hope he’s not actually shaking from the way his heart speeds up. She falls asleep on his shoulder and, since everyone else is asleep too, he lets himself drop a kiss to her hair.
When they get back to the dorm, waiting for their turns to shower, he pulls her into his room so he can kiss her properly. She hums sleepily against his lips as he nips away the last traces of her lipstick. He tells her not to fall asleep on him again, but to be honest he wouldn’t mind at all.
She puts her hand on his hip and fits her body against his as she murmurs into his ear. “Then help wake me up a little.”
He’d had every intention of waiting a bit, take things slow or whatever, since they’ve just sort of worked things out; but he’s hardly going to push her away. He slips his hand under her shirt and fondles her breasts until Junghwa knocks on the door, yelling that it’s his turn to shower.
(They end up sharing the shower, because they volunteered to go last. They don’t have sex but Sunwoo has never felt anything better than hugging Woori’s wet, naked body. Or her smushing the washcloth into his face with a laugh.)
p.s. everyone knows. the company probably asks them if they're dating and they're like nooo.... and they kind of go like '...well, if you are, it's normal for people your age. just be discrete.' which is basically permission and they discover that they can get away with a variety of pda because they're in the same group and they can play it off as normal as long as b1a4 continues to be adorably loving with each other. no one cares about their twitter flirting or them posting selcas together because they've been doing it forever! how convenient.
(i also wrote this thing (http://tylette.tumblr.com/post/61282479951/baro-girl-cnu-smut) a little back and uuugh, i can't stopppp) you can write the porn for me and i'll load up on the relationshippy stuff, that's all i want to write 60% of the time.
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but of course after that she has to end her thing with the guy she was sort of seeing and he finds out like two weeks later or something. and it's like. 'oh. i should do something.' (but whaaat?) he corners her and he has 100 different things he wants to say...but nothing comes out and he just kind of does a lot of umm-ing and uuuh-ing. she rolls her eyes so hard it's a miracle her eyes don't fall out of her head tbh. and she tells him she was fine with leaving it undefined, she didn't need more from him and finally he butts in and manages to tell her that he wasn't okay with it, that he needs more.
...and then she's like. 'oh.' (they're both kinda stupid.)
AND THEN THEY PATCH THINGS UP AND THERE IS SO MUCH GLORIOUS SAP AND PORN I COULD ROLL AROUND IN IT FOREVER. and he just learns to be what he wants to be for her (a boyfriend. a good, considerate, if horrifyingly awkward, boyfriend). they don't exactly call it dating but that's basically what it is and he just...relaxes, slowly.
(and then this thing)
He’s still afraid to name what they are, because he’s sure whatever he is to Woori he’s fucking bad at it. But he relaxes when her hand is in his. She drops her head on his shoulder in the van, smiles tiredly at him; he can only hope he’s not actually shaking from the way his heart speeds up. She falls asleep on his shoulder and, since everyone else is asleep too, he lets himself drop a kiss to her hair.
When they get back to the dorm, waiting for their turns to shower, he pulls her into his room so he can kiss her properly. She hums sleepily against his lips as he nips away the last traces of her lipstick. He tells her not to fall asleep on him again, but to be honest he wouldn’t mind at all.
She puts her hand on his hip and fits her body against his as she murmurs into his ear. “Then help wake me up a little.”
He’d had every intention of waiting a bit, take things slow or whatever, since they’ve just sort of worked things out; but he’s hardly going to push her away. He slips his hand under her shirt and fondles her breasts until Junghwa knocks on the door, yelling that it’s his turn to shower.
(They end up sharing the shower, because they volunteered to go last. They don’t have sex but Sunwoo has never felt anything better than hugging Woori’s wet, naked body. Or her smushing the washcloth into his face with a laugh.)
p.s. everyone knows. the company probably asks them if they're dating and they're like nooo.... and they kind of go like '...well, if you are, it's normal for people your age. just be discrete.' which is basically permission and they discover that they can get away with a variety of pda because they're in the same group and they can play it off as normal as long as b1a4 continues to be adorably loving with each other. no one cares about their twitter flirting or them posting selcas together because they've been doing it forever! how convenient.
(i also wrote this thing (http://tylette.tumblr.com/post/61282479951/baro-girl-cnu-smut) a little back and uuugh, i can't stopppp) you can write the porn for me and i'll load up on the relationshippy stuff, that's all i want to write 60% of the time.